Kimberly (shalala_) wrote in u_r_ignorance,
Kimberly
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Body images... FUCK

FUCK Why must I continue to pretend that I am A ok??? Why because i am conditioned to do so. I feel that life is great, take it day by day. yet i am full of negative emotions followed by others, followed by a little positive out back in the korner of it all. What the fuck is wrong with me?? oh wait I know what it is!!! PROBLEMS!! FUCK THE MONEY PROBLEMS I am talking about dissapointing myself, bashing, having too high expectations. I feel less than I am. I feel ugly, and obese, dull and worthless these past weeks. Is it just a girl thing to feel this way, or is it just something for me to concentrate on, to focus on it to make it worse??? But yet in some other twisted way to make me feel better. I know I should just get up my fat arse and do something, stop eating do something of that amount or energy taking. Something of that capacity. GO for a fucking run, and wear some nice pretty frilly cloths with some lipstick. BLAH!!! its one of these days where you dont want to be seen, but what happens when that day becomes several, then into weeks, then months??? *sighs*

its shall be done... i know what i am going to do now.

FUCKING SOCIETY AND ITS FALSE IMAGES OF BEAUTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK
Later peeps.....
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